It's been a funny sort of day, neither bad, nor exceptional, just funny.
The type wherein one experiences more emotions in a single afternoon than the day holds hours.
I've taken numerous personality tests (simply because I find them fun and have a friend, ehem, who once put together a whole spreadsheet of our companions and their various traits according to Myers and Briggs) and every time I come up smack in the middle. I am both strongly introverted and strongly extroverted, 49% to 51% dependent upon the whim of a given day's mood. I adore the city, the lights, the energy, the people, but I thrive in the solitary wild with the blackest night and the scream of owls. I can't imagine a world without lonely expanses of forest, but I also bemoan a week without an excuse to wear heels and don vintage rabbit fur. I want to walk around the house in my lady-wear with only the robins viewing the scandal, but as soon as I pull on boots, walk right up the street to a bustling coffee bar which boasts vegan pastries and chic baristas with full tatted sleeves.
Basically I want the best of both worlds.
This presents a bit of a conundrum. The problem, or perhaps the blessing, is that I've experienced both and you know what? I love them both.
A few weeks ago, a very, very wise woman told me "put down your roots in a place that makes your soul sing" and since then, I've repeated those words like a holy mantra. Like a line of ink in skin.
Soul, I'm listening. I promise to try and be quiet, to get out of the way of your clear work.
And in the meantime, while you sing and murmur and whisper and hum,
I'm going to polish off this gin and grapefruit.
Here's to our Fridays.
Wherever we may be in heart, in head, in body.
I raise my glass to you, friends!
~ Umber ~